I haven't been on stage since the end of February. I haven't worked in a year and a half. I'm sick physically, head filled with 1,000 details but my legs won't move. I'm scared and yet enjoying the calm before the storm. She's in Sacramento and headed due east. ViVa Desiree'!!! I need her as much as she needs me. Who needs a bloodline when you have an invisible umbilical cord connecting friends together? I wouldn't trade her passion and strength for anything.  Some friends are for fun and laughter but this bitch is for that and so much more. We're changing lives. Each others.